Monday, June 11, 2007

BOREDOM KILLS,DESTROYS AND CREATES!!!!

I once heard someone say that great writers,poets ,playwrights were actually very idle people or rather perceived so by the world.The process of thinking requires complete laziness on one's behalf..by thinking I mean creating something new or ideas cropping in your head.I have been lately experiencing this luxury in great dollops.I must admit that once upon a time when I was loaded with exams . Tension and trepidation were the themes of the day .I would have lapped up this oppurtunity but now I am tired of rest and eagerly waiting for my MBA to start by the second week of july.You must be getting a picture of me sitting on my bum wasting away my time doing nothing good but I must point out that you are in error since I still have a few exams hanging on my head and I am still busy atleast 4-5 hours everyday but what I really yearn is being busy amongst a horde of like minded and same aged individuals.Yes I miss that .I miss classes,teachers,assignments,deadlines.I could have worked but then there isnt enough time to get a job which would be of a temporary nature and you get that sort of jobs only in Call centers which also require a minimum of three months training :(
Apart from these aspects one other part of my life which has been affected by this sudden inertia of rest are my personal equations with friends ,parents etc.I for eg. have started obsessing with how much time my near and dear ones spend with me or rather what proportion of their free time.I frankly would not have cared if I was too occupied but now I have got an opportunity of assessing a lot of things like say how much I trust certain friends,their behavioral tendencies, commitment levels etc.plus I can sit and evaluate/obsess/distort..... if all this is really worth it ....Then another benefit I got was to leisurely study for my exams.I am actually enjoying studying and I am trying out new techniques of learning and I must say it has helped a lot.I get to read the newspapers blow by blow and have a relaxed breakfast.Enjoy a nice book,go for a swim,Eat without looking at the watch,watch movies without feeling guilty.I am enjoying myself thoroughly but as I said I am getting tired of this.Its one of those cases where you are never happy with the state of things.So I decided I will write a daily update of every single day on how innovatively I used my day :p .I will continue boring my Readers(I am presuming atleast one apart from myself ) with mundane issues and even more mundane posts.


AUCUN POSSIBLE N'EST BEAU:LE RE`EL SEUL EST BEAU...I SAW REALITY WHICH IS THE MOST POWERFUL HALLUCINOGEN....